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where are you going,Timmy?

816 views. 2011-4-22 18:25 |

Where am I spending my time?What is it that costs me so much time that I barely have the time to keep up with my fellows?

Same school same classroom same lecturers I am always worse?How come?The failure in time arrangement demonstrated everthing.Let's check it out.

Firstly I don't play computer games nor do Iread web-novels.But I do sometimes,or more precisely,often watch movies and TV series.What's worse,there are times when I sit in front of my laptop not doing anything.You know,just sit there,clicking carelessly on the desktop with no purpose,maybe just wandering what I shall do then.And you say that if you've got no idea what to do then don't take out your laptop.Right,I thought of that.But with no screen in front of me shining I just feel uneasy.Downloading PDFs from emule is also one of my bad habits.There are indeed a great many books of excellent use.I have downloaded and planned to read but just plans at the moment,a passion soon disppears.Those books are never on my schedule.Soon garbage begins to accumulate and crowds my disk therefore I have to spend other time to clean it out while feeling pity for those could-have-been-useful books.This is one thing I really have to overcome.Time A to cut.

Secondly when the professors are lecturing on the stage,what am I doing?Waiting for class over?Counting the remaining minutes before class over?Keeping glimpses of the watch every 10 seconds?Thinking about after-school life?Worrying about how much time left this semester?Organizing the future plan?What the hell is the plan then.Just useless bullshits.I ain't no Michael Scofield and I'm not planning for a prison break.How am I supposed to have a "plan"?Even if I do and actually I did have I ever followed it?I ever planned everything and everything came to me unplanned.After all it's my laziness that prevented me from my plan,directing me to continually wasting time.

Well,forget about thiswhole plan thing.Just concentrate on the courses.Action always speak louder than thoughts or words.Time B to cut.

So,anything else?Sleeping hours,I believe 6 everyday is adequate for a young boy of my age,as I am just about to be at my 20s.I'm supposed to be energetic all day long,right?Also,I need to eat faster walk faster walk faster and more importantly,decrease the time spent on my cellphone.It dones need to be cut.Android OS is really an annoying system,always has something new to do with.Guess I have to change my phone back to Symbian system,which is simple but useful.Out of sight,out of mind,this will reduce a lot of attention on cellphone.Time C to cut.

Finally,I just can't help spending time blogging.Is this also a waste of time?Or do I really sound a little pessimistic?