I should write this dairy yesterday,however,I forgot this thing.
Ah,I need punish myself,and the best way is?I got it,I must write the things happened the two days.
Oct. 24th,for me,it's the day that I despised myself.A FAE manager,Woo was looking for a man knows Japanese to communicated with our Japanese customer(he is a very important customer who can only speak Japanese).He found me for I knew some Japanese.I really wanna accept but I didn't have the confidence in oral Janpanese,so I gave it up.However,I always considered the chance,so I called him after rest time,and requsted that I wanna try .Unluckily ,he told me that the section chief responsed the customer that he can come next time for nobody can speak japanese now in our department.Althought the things had been over,I was really disappointed about myself.Why do I lack the confidence?
Hereby,I understand that I should develop and enrich myself,and strength the confidence,then I can take the chance.The chance is always taken by the man who prepared for.
Tommorrow I will make the steps into practise.My elder sister said,she will give me a present when I pass the Jap exam.The good news made me excited,I will work hard for the present and for myself.
Time for sleeping,nice day.