it's a shame that someone don't realize how to enjoy the happiness in their life, is that too hard to find? actaully, it is. at least for me, sometimes, i couldn't find any bright side at that current upset situation, that made me feel too terrible to be positive as usual. i went through, i know exactly how painful this sorts of feeling is.

i was crying soo hard a few days ago, i was trying to stop and thought the positive side of life,but it didn't work at all, i could hear the sound of broken heart, soooo clear, soooo loud...i couldn't breathe smoothly at that sorrow moment...so painful , so miserable, my confidence is totally crush into pieces.

some say you have to think those things which can cheer you up when you go through misery, just think about every happy moment and everything would be getting better. well...just like me ,it doesn't work at all!!!and my mood could not get better through recalling any glad moment happened before. trust me, this way isn't right for anyone. for someone like me, that make no sense. i mean, for others, it might be a good way to get the inspiration and help them getting out the bad emotion. i can just say that really depends, case by case. who want to be sorrow, nobody...but it's kinda hard to control some emotions come from the bottom of someone's heart. we have never stoped going though happiness and sadness, laughing and tears...those are the basic emotions of human-being, no one can pass those things.they follow you all the time. can't deny.

annimal,insect,even plant and water...they've got feelings too, however, it's far more complicated about the feelings of human's...is that sad? suddenly, i want to be a flower...hahha...

ok...i need to stop, i don't want to be negative like this, really not cool...hahahaha...

the reason why i wrote these below is just feel the pain if you cannot let it go, gradually, it is going to be the cherish experiences of yours. follow it and learn something from it. finally, it will dispear. but all you left is more wisdom, that's worth.