Really so long my blogs haven’t been renewing indeed in my any net field.Has nothing must to be recorded in my life?No.Isn’t anything worthy of being recorded as my diaries?No.Am I becoming more and more lazy in my writing?No.Merely in life routine,maybe we need let something go as its own way,just as those unordinary days gone through with wind,toughly and hardly.However,in many special dates,they will pop up from my mind,clearly and deeply,unreasonably and unconditionally.Yeah,maybe it’s just our life,we call it life,bittersweet...

 

Don’t know where is my words start here.I’m not sure whatever I say someone can understand something which can’t be conveyed with any words in this world.Always think that there are some perception beyond of our human’s words between you and me.I only guess God maybe only want to tell me the answer of a long puzzle with such a way just as a flash in the pan in my life.Or maybe God has moved by something buried long in time river,he has his bright eyes,believe it or not,I always think so.

 

So many days have carved in my mind in the past year.Nobody knows what it means.Hubby and daughter brought me so much moving and touch after so many years in family life,certainly laughters together with tears,living and vivid,sometimes enjoying,sometimes suffering,as well as most families run in life way,forward and forward,whatever towards,or maybe towards so-called happiness,yeah,most people say like so…

 

When the swimming fish meets the flying bird,what it will happen or what has happened?The answer is “nothing”, certain and obligatory,it must be,I know the story must be the only ending without any other else.Because there are nothing can be impossible to chang even a little or there are two entirely different worlds,as like as chalk and cheese,yeah,in many aspects or in many options...

 

Think of one of my qq sayings:Delicacy,grace,nobleness,my constant pursuit in spirit,however, sometimes all pride can lower into dust,made 3 resolutions in such a special day...有时所有的骄傲会低到尘埃里...

 

Today is another day in which all my pride can lower into dust,just as all these days,one after another, that day in 11th of Oct., 26th of Apr., 5th of Oct., 24th of Nov.and so on...

 

Farewell,dear fish or my flyingbird,whether you know what I have written in such a special day or not…

  

Think of that wellknown essay poem like so:

《世界上最遥远的距离》The furthest distance in the world

世界上最遥远的距离 The furthest distance in the world

不是生与死的距离 is not the way from birth to the end.

而是我就站在你面前It is when I stand in front of you

你却不知道我爱你 but you don't understand I love you.

世界上最遥远的距离 The furthest distance in the world

不是我就站在你面前 is not when I stand in front of you

你却不知道我爱你 you don't know I love you

而是爱到痴迷 It is when my love is bewildering the soul

却不能说我爱你 but I can't speak it out

世界上最遥远的距离 Thefurthest distance in the world

不是我不能说我爱你 is not that I can't say I love you.

而是想你痛彻心脾 It is after missing you deeply into my heart

却只能深埋心底 I only can bury it in my heart

世界上最遥远的距离The furthest distance in the world

不是我不能说我想你 is not that I can't say to you I miss you

而是彼此相爱 It is when we are falling in love

却不能够在一起 but we can't stay nearby

世界上最遥远的距离 The furthest distance in the world

不是彼此相爱 is not we love each other .

却不能够在一起 but can't stay together

而是明知道真爱无敌 .It is we know our true love is breaking through the way

却装作毫不在意 we turn a blind eye to it

所以世界上最遥远的距离 So the furthest distance in the world

不是树与树的距离 is not in two distant trees.

而是同根生长的树枝 It is the same rooted branches

却无法在风中相依 but can't depend on each other in the wind

世界上最遥远的距离The furthest distance in the world

不是树枝无法相依 is not can't depend on each other in the wind

而是相互瞭望的星星 It is in the blinking stars who only can look with each other

却没有交汇的轨迹 but their trade intersect.

世界上最遥远的距离The furthest distance in the world

不是星星没有交汇的轨迹 is not in the blinking stars who only can look with each other

而是纵然轨迹交汇 It is after the intersection

却在转瞬间无处寻觅 but they can't be found from then on afar

世界上最遥远的距离The furthest distance in the world

不是瞬间便无处寻觅 is not the light that is fading away.

而是尚未相遇 It is the coincidence of us

便注定无法相聚 is not supposed for the love.

世界上最遥远的距离The furthest distance in the world

是飞鸟与鱼的距离 is the love between the bird and fish.

一个翱翔天际 One is flying in the sky,

一个却深潜海底 the other is looking upon into the sea…