Everyone hope to be loved and to love. For me, love is always a mysterious and fantastic thing that is so difficult to touch. Once I was sweet on a girl. At that moment,  I thought I have fall in love with her because I was sure I have the courage of doing everything for her. And she was the angel in my heart however her appearance was not outstanding.  I took heart of grace to ask her to be my girlfriend, she hesitated several seconds and accepted. But it was after only two days that she told me that she think we`d better to be good friend not lovers. This was just like a bolt from blue to me and I even could not believe my ear.  There is still a scar in my heart, but I konw what I should not deny is that the feeling of loving someone is wonderful however I was not in her mind at all. I don`t konw whether I will find the feeling again because that is my first love. But I swear once I find the one that I love and loving me, I will keep it forever.