What do you feel about life? Happy or sad. Sometimes we feel good and sometimes we feel bad. But it is just sometimes not always. I think we live in the zone that has no happiness or sadness most time. Maybe different people have different feeling, but this is truth for me. This kind of life is remarkably calm and even let you feel lonely, but I really like it. Sometimes I also feel boring wihout reason. Calming myself down, I realize I need someone to communicate from heart to heart. And that the one is a girl would be better. We even need not talk. Sitting beside the another is enough wonderful for me. I think what I really want is a lover. But I have no the courage to keep a love for long time. And there is someone I like in my class. But it isn`t love I think, so we are just good friend. I hope my angel appear and change my life.