Today I feel very tired. I went to bed  near 1:00 AM. And It was 8:00 Am that I got up to review my dagnosis to prepare for the test. I read it loudly for about one hour. At about 10:00 AM I went back to my dorm and surfed on the Internet. I got some informations about medicine and watched a moive. At 13:00 I went to the mess hall when I really felt very hungry. And then went to our medicine school to review. After a moment of sleep, I felt not very well. I felt very tired. I went to the park to enjoy the fresh air. There was a old man carving some people`s names on a huge stone. The stone was gift which was given by some graduates for our medicine school. I stood behind the old work watching the jop he was doing. His jop was really plain and boring, and he was just repeating.  Then I realized this day is the miniature of my life: alone, melancholy and frustrated. I struggle to make some changes. But I fail all the time. I hope to be more successful than others. But I`m still ordinary. What happenes to me? What will my future be?