In Low Spirit
584 views. 2011-5-24 22:04
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With a heavy heart, I couldn't foucus on anything. Due to pressure? Or the result I am going to know? Or the blunder I made during that examination. So regretful. Although I know everything will be OK, I still can not get over it. It must be a guilty stain in my life. Friends think I exaggerate it, but I could hardly forget it.
Maybe I am always optimistic, but at critical moments I really need some time to alleviate the vexations. I guess God was not around me that day, so the so-called curious coincidence appeared. Will you bless us this time, God? Surely, you will. I bet.
Being so depressed, I blew off the repressed emotion to Agnes via internet just now. She went travelling alone and came back home this morning. After the oral defense of graduation thesis, she bought a train ticket. When we were chatting on the phone later, she asked, do you know where I will go? I answered, your home in Sichuan, without a second thought. I even can't believe my ears when she told me she would go to Beijing on her own. Her internet nickname is "Travelling alone", but this is her first time to make “Travelling alone" a worthy name. She uploaded a few photos to me, trying to divert my attention on something else. Perhaps I need a travel to relax myself to the fullest. It is said that travelling can broaden one's horizon. There are so many places I desire to pay a visit. Hope one day I can listen to the sound of the sea, can experience exoticism in person, can go to those romantic towns & cosmopolitan cities I dream to.
Seems have a better mood now. Buck up! Wish my smile clear off the sky, off all days.