i get a blizzard when i want to write a blog in English. most of sentences are refer to the dictionary.especially i can't remember some easy words .it's so sadness . when i write one easy vocabularies , i always miss one of letter or change the position of letters.i have to admit that my english is so poor.not only weak in speaking , but also writing and listening.
i have made a lot of plans and searched for many effective way to learn english . every time i break promise and have a lot of excuse. such as watch TV, read novel. i hate myself in this issue. since i have many spare time to learn but i don't cherish . if i don't improve my abilities , how can i guarantee the future life . the high price of house , raise children. support my parents. travel to other cities &buy a car. to be honest, i always think a lot of things about future which make me feel so nervous .i have a strong sense of repsonsibility and i was so stubborn that insist my thought. i'm also self reflection when i am in quiet. recognize myself and change to be good step by step.
there is no shorcut to master any technologies. we need spend a lot of time to concentrate on it and persist and to be more patience . even though we may be got nothing fruit , we have tried our best to do it .that is enough. we can enjoy the process. turn a beating into power.