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Wash off red dusty concerns completely;return to nature
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Rushing in the middle of billowy red dust for over two decades,I'm confounded all over,and my body and heart are debilitated.In this case I starightened my clothes and sat properly quietly and then turned a blind eye attentively in a tranquil environment where there was only the cheerful silvery singing voice of nightly birds.I seemed to be in the pursuit of a bourn I forgot me and everything around me;I seemed to be trying to tunnel through time and space to find an agelong friend whose name is TaoQian.He at one time told me that he lived in the world without any traveling noise heaps of times;and sometime I can not help but together with the two sentences,that is,that red dust is nothing to me is duing to my lentic heart!
Unconsciously I opened my both eyes,and raised my head slowly and quietly,a bright moon hanging high behind me,crescent-shaped,which was irradiating my apparently and unusually cold face for a long time permeating the slender and delicate weeping willow of this season.In terms of geography it is a mounting black moon or going-down black moon;as for the direction of the moon,I forgot it.Burnishing my own both eyes,envisaging such a beautiful and tranquil moon in this pretty night,I seemed to think plenty of things but nothing to think,and actually I just the same knew a little.Though I didn't use my own heart,I was in virtue of the heart of this moon.I thought the spotless of the moon.No matter what battles and peaces happen in the world,and no matter what hullabalooes and imbroglioes happen in the human society,no matter whether your heart and mine are cool or wave-swinging,she always rests on the place the remianing quietly,which is the sky of her own without disputing with anyone and without disputing the world and without disputing with all the celestial bodies of the solar system!
In the heart of the moon,she emerges quietly and sees the people of the solar system quietly side when it is her activety time,and then she says hello to us quietly,so she is our friend;she stays her own home alone and plays a music-WuZhi can't fall asleep but lean on cherry bay,Kong Hou-Yin songed by LiPing alone when it is her rest time,so she is our bosom friend.All the joys and sorrows of life in her heart are a gust of wind,and there is no mark when the wind is over;all the vicissitudes of life in her heart are a blob of dew,which is waiting for the morning sun;all the rounds and lacks of lifein her heart are a euphemistical and fair-sounding pure music named TianLu,which is resounding in the side of your ears in each minute and each second!
I'm very looking forward to integrating into stranding beauty and endless quiet of the moon,and incarnate into a charming short and soft eternal moonlight.If really so,I am very willing to end up my death!What is the so-called healthy glee,and what to fear death!
In the middle of immateriality I turned into my own body silently,in the face of the moonlight silently,puting uo my head stealthily and tardily,and then gave myself a sweet smile,and after that touched my head and neck with my both hands for a little time.I only felt that my hands are humid and hot;the humid is all my pains and tears when walking through the vast sea of humanity;the hot is all my jos and happiness when rushing in the billowy red dust;and surely this is my life's hyperbolic track!
All the injuries,all the pains,all the joy,all the happiness,all the klatches,all the disperses,all the amalgamations,all the parts,all the love,all the enmities,all the favors,all the complainments……
All these things in my life together play a beautiful and soul-stirring symphony,and if a lack of this composition,this song music cannot play;all these things in my long journey map out a bright and colorful rays of morning sunshine that I only like in my inner heart,protecting my heart,protecting my virtuous and semplice heart,protecting the free and cheerful heaven and earth that I mix with all the people equally!
No matter how whacked I am,no matter how sad I am,no matter what people comment on me,no matter how people ridicule me,no matter how the world behind the scenes make irresponsible remarks,I am,after all,I;all the outsiders,including myself,are my own a mirror,and everyday I will go to burnish it so that it becomes more and more bright and buddhist!
I thank those libellants who slander me and pointer out my lacks and shortcomings,and I believe that what you said is just the what I need;I thank those people who blamed me and really criticized me in a kind-hearted way and serve a cup of hot coffee and take three bows for you,and then tell you to please your tea,and I wait your drinking a few and I continue to listen to you,and please remember that we are eternal friends,not enemies!
Thank empyrean;thank the earth;thanks to the moon;thanks to the sunshine;thanks to my parents;thanks to my loved ones;thanks all my classmates and friends;thanks to passengers passing from my side of the meet by chance a day and each known faces that have been long;thanks to the multi-strange and colorful world althougn it has a lot of filthy dirty;and I would also like to thank myself!
Yesterday,my favored teacher talked with me,and I saw the absolute sincerity of heart of my teacher,and I was deeply shamed of my actions;honestly speaking,it is not my desire to let my favored teacher know my right and wrong from other people's mouth;but then I thought it the next,since the coin is double-sided,since not all flowers are open in the spring,since not all the places will rain in the summer,since not every corner of the world is bleak in the fall,since not all the people like snow and dislike snow melt in the winter,and then this kinds of things will be helpful for me certainly,which let me know the four words-golden mean.Regardless of mercy,no matter what all the other must have a degree,if lose of this degree,the people around me have the idea fo misunderstanding or anger;for a spiritual person,it is a failure;and fortunately,it is said that the failure is the mother of success!
Moon lowered her head quietly,seemed to tell me the rest of you:my dear friend of the earth,you are very tired.So I rubbed my eyes and show thanks to the moonlight in my heart.In this time,a big black black friend came to my side,with his mouth licking on my face,and I was extremely flattered,and then I touched his head,and said a simple hello to him,and finally he shook his tail and gone away!
All the zoetic beings of the world are spiritual-minded,and we can not look down upon it,but also can not ignore it.We can't despise it because the junior and the senior,and we can't think you are stronger than it because of the age differences.For example,a soldier betrayed military secrets of his own country for utilitarian money and fled to other countries;the four-legged friend,no matter where his boss is,he will go together,at all times to protect his supervisor;if the comments so,as we all know,the two-legged animals will not be able to exceed the four-legged animals,and the four-legged animals may be examples to us all!
After that I stood up quietly and slowly,patted the dust off me,and I suddenly found a more bright moonlight;the moon eliminated my tired and contaminative and confused heart,and I addressed all the loadings in a sudden time,light body a lot;I know that is that my friend-the most sweet and tranquil moonshine of the nature saved me once again on the cliff edge,and she told me that it's time for my drawing bit!
So I said goodbye to my moonshine friend,and then went back to sleep!
Friends,don't know whether you have such a feeling,our thoughts,our hearts,sometimes as big as heaven and earth,strange,is filled with the essence of dross;sometimes like a bottle,with nothing except the air;and I tell myself that what in fact should have a soul,and we should have nothing!
When I woke up the moon has left me alone,but her quiet and her figure resided in my mind forever and will not disappear!
This morning I woke up very early,and my heart seemed to stop at yesterday's dream;and I told myself that today is a new start and I am also a fresh me,and then I put on the entrust of the moon and my favored teacher's teachings from scratch it!
So long since the free time,I have been associated with music in addition to my friends,and I would also particularly be fond of music;because listening to some tunes,I really have a feeling beyond the ordinary and no microwave;all the people,all the objects,all the shadows,are not my eyes!
I played my favourite pure music TianLu,and another music called TianBian is also very beautiful;sometimes thought,listening to music is a intoxication and a baptism and a relief ;I am doomed to music as partner,but it must be pure music,and then I made a hurry pace to the direction of the school!
I came early to the eastern lawn,and then raised my head quietly,looked at the blue sky with white clouds;the words-really pure nature;I placed a circle and heard the beautiful sound of birds singing,and I hold up my right hand to say hello to birds friends silly;I suddenly found that three birds on the edge of a row,and when I looked at them they cried happy and jumped up and down one after another;I was extremely pleased and looked forward to my becoming a bird standing on their side to tell the world the true meaning and the charm of the spring!
I once again turn a blind eye attentively,and then slowly lifted up my both hands from down to up,and then raised my head slowly;and I read a few buddhist marks to let my heart foo of nothing,and then I painted three big circles with my both hands at the same time,after that I gently open my eyes,and suddenly a beautiful white rainbow appeared in the morning of 10th,April of year 2009;the white rainbow wore my heart on;the eastern side of the sky could see the morning rays;and I jumped up happily;and perhaps people who saw the scene would say that there was a madman on the lawn;in fact,I was not a little mad;I get close to nature in the cultivation of my debilitated and fragmentized heart for a long time well because of the disturb of the red dust;and then I thought it was a induction of my heart,but none could understand its coincidence;around the sound of birds singing seemed to be more beautiful,and my heart grounded from the earth into the azure sky;and then I forgot what I did afterwards;and when I regained my consciousness I was in the bus to be on my way to picking up my classmates to school!
Morning I was standing on the green lawn
watching the birds greeting rays
Like a spray over the sea
Bring good fortune for skyline wanderer
Dark I was standing under the soft moonshine
watching the moonlight springkling my face
Fallacious ideas disappeared all over
Bring safety for invisible dissipator
Ebb and flow
Open and fade
Return to nature through the red dusty concerns
