today ,at noon ,I browe webpage of my classmate from highschool , he show many photo which his wedding picture,
and he told me his son just a month , however I realize tha I really old. I know I have spand a lot of time on my stuies .

   is it should be changed ,  I don't want to live as current life .  I have been working for three years ,  I know my faults ,

some change is to  courage, I wanted to have many money  then  I can do what I want .

   It is so diffcult to save a little money , I want to do someting  that i think it is valuable,  no one can tell me what I can do  what I should do, I should be brave and keep going!