what is the purpose of being alive..i have been taken it into account recently...just as some parlance goes,being alive is  waiting death in deed,being alive aims at liveing long,even being alive is being alive,no why,no how,no purpose,just being alive....

      to be frankly,i always grill myself on the questions that what i desire to do,who i want to be,and what should i do,even how i get it...the purpose of being alive dwells in my mind...

      fortunately,i.ve found the key to open the Pandora's Box...i want earn money as much as possible,maybe the thought about money is a litter ridiculous from some people's standpoint,for it is necessary for everyone to take a living by earning money...but it is true that only i am in the situation can i feel esistent....i have no passion playing computer game,even something else...for me,what i most want to do  is just paying much attention on study so as to take commissioned projects,i also plan to found a term consisting of our classmate and friends with excellent capacity and same dream  when i am junior....in that condition,maybe maybe could develop our business when graduate from college..i know the value of youth,maybe i will own the passion for dream only once,it is the period that we are young...

      so,just be in high mood,just fighting for our future that always be imaged in our mind...there is no fail in youth,just keep this sentence in my mind,and urge me to insist on the little dream~