yesterday l met a boss whose company has 7000 000 benefit . and he was very kind and polite . we talked about 2 hours he offered me chance to make money and study technology on the condition that l promote his company among my schoolmates .  when chatting with each other , he showed his business card with the both hands .  and during the chatting , he pointed my shortcoming that l lack of confidence . haha if my parents told me that , l would regard that as a rumour flying across my ear . but a success pointed that ,how can l ignore that ?    because l am eager for the success . l turely regard him as my idol .  l should step closer with my idol so that l could study more .  

    the first task he gave me is that l should organize  a classwide meeting  for them . in return l would  have some chances to study and make money  . l think it is a good bargain for both of us . l, as an undergraduate , should behave diligently and should not pay much attention on what the equity . why ? because an undergraduate was like a paper tiger . he is nothing for the society though he takes the high society  position .he wont do any profit to the society and for his family if he is lazy . l should devote myself to make profits for this company if only it is a legal company.  some one could think me as a fool but only l could know what l am doing is right .

     but l am a common boy . how could l organize a classwide meeting ? l want to say it is really a challenge for me . but you know anyone was among the commons .  l would  organize that for that company .  just last night my passion was a flame but this morning . my weak confidence always wants to say no to me . can you know my situation ?   perhaps my worry was not unnecessary l should check it again to ensure it would not do harm for my classmates and me . if my check answer is right . then l would go on my schedule .

    in the end l want to remind myself that l am a ordinary boy . l will finish what others can if l work hard and my way is right . l wont manage what if l am lazy and careless .