l have learned english for almost ten years and  l want to ask myself what is the point of engish if you cant make clear what others said ?   ten  years ! where does the problem lie ?  

   in the fresh year , l once accompanied on foreign teacher along the path to my dorm . and during the time , we talked about lots of stuffs . strangely, l found l could make clear what she said and what is more ? l could give my brief answer , and what is more ? she could make clear what l said and answer my questions . excitedly  ! what a exciting moment it is . but afterwards  my major isnt english , so l give up english study for a period of time . and then l have no courage to talk with that foreign friend . though very often we  ran into  in the campus . just a hello , good morning is regarded as a greet .  l regret the decision to give up english study . oah .  

    now l want to pick up the english study . l want to have a native english which l could speak with foreigners in .  l think it is not very difficult to improve your english to that level . but you have to focus intensive . ten years is too long to learn a lauguage . 

    one of the points of english study is the persistence . how  could l say that ?   you would remember some words and forget some also . in ten years , you could imagine how much time you have wasted in repeating the same thing . you are like the donkey with the eyes covered not the horse towards the distance . 

    some guys said the english could be mastered  in three monthes . l have read the articles illustrating the strategy . l believed it  but l cant do it . why ?  dont you want to polish your english ?   yes ! l want to . but the writer explains  only the guys who lived in the native countries could do that . l am a poor boy with a poor family . how could l have that condition ? 

    how could we as the poor guy in china like do it either ? though l am not good at english , but l want to dig the effective way  ( the typical  traditionary  chinese way of english speaking ). 

    l dont know weather half year is enough for the english study ,but l do only have half year to master it .  and each day l could only spare 4 hours for it .  l would not have too much expections , but l want to try my best .  even l cant have an admirable english , my english would still be more sharp then  if l strive . 

    persistence , you know the persistence is also very important for the english study . the english study cant be absent for even single day . the absent day would destroy the results of other ten  days . this is why chinese guy cant study well  for more than ten years  . 

    l  think a good english study schedule should be a mixture  of listening , writing , speaking . this dioenglish website is the good  place for me to practis writing l think . the guys here are all warm-hearted and educated .   it comes to the listening , to be frank . l cant find a good place for me to study until now . for the time being , l would settle in the keke website . speaking ?   oh my god !  l cant spare any other time for the speaking and what's more ? there is no suitable place for me to practise . perhaps it embarrasses all english learner in china . perhaps , l practise listening and speaking in every other day . in the first two months , l want to focus practising  the writing because it is the base of the english . and because the reality is changeable so l dont want to make further schedules . it is useless .  but l would go on  writing , and reading .    

    the study is a part of life . in  my whole life  , l would surely make lots of plans and dreams . if each dreams would certainly  make me exhausted . what do l dream so much for ?  and study is the daytime task . the time after 8 pm is my leisure time . this is why the campus life is pleasant . 

   ok ! it is the time for lunch . see you night . any good advices for the english study , please tell me .   please !!!!