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every one dislikes the presure including me . but tonight l tasted it once . tonight my mom gave me a call . and after greeting then she asked me weather l need money and l was embarrassed then . and then l said yes . do you know that l am 22 years old . l am an adult . l am expected to bet no money from parents any longer . perhaps it is l am too sensitive , l felt the unwilling tone .
now lots of classmates went out to seek job . they have different reasons . and the topic among us varies about the job hunting . if any one who hasnt got a job , he would return home not like me without a job and unwilling to seek job .
the panic would seize me on the thought that l would rent a house and work in a factory all day after graduation . no dreams , no hope .
what should l deal with that ?
l dont want to cry when encounterring the difficulties because l am positive now ! maybe my optimistic view came from my innocence . but so what ? though l love my mother , but l have my own perspective . l have nothing to do with my mother's unwilling tone . l know when l should go out to seek job . l would not change my schedule . my mother must support me to the end of the last semester of the grade three ! l have confidence in her because she loves me . l must learn to ignore my mother's worries to relieve my pressure . am l selfish ? perhaps l am . but it is all what l could do now . mom , l love you . but l have to be happy all the time and l have to relieve the presure .
and now my tears fell down .
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- Reply Laura_Lucky
- you even didn't try to hunting your job . why cry .. you too fragile and too weak . you didn't taste real tough job . and crying , so ridiculous .. there are many people on this world .even can't feed themselves and living on the streets . in this frigid winter .. you need compare youself to those even have no warm room to live in .. you don't even know what is real tough life .. boy .. may be you should be called kid ...
- Reply Soar
- you will find a job sooner or later, you give yourself pressure, which shows you are a responsible person. Getting well prepare for your future job, you will independent and be proud of being your mother's son.
- Reply loly90
- Oh, my poor friend, don't worry, don't give yourself too much pressure, ok? We can see that you are a sensible child. Sure you will go through a time, a tough time that you step into the society and you find everything is hard for you and disappointed you. Don't think it too much, we all experienced it and learnt much from it. These troubles can make us more stronger. Don't be afraid, once you walk out of them, you will be appreciated for it. When your life becomes better and better, then your mother will be happy and prond for you than anybody else on earth. Good luck, come on!
- Reply 逍遥飞吧
- Laura_Lucky: you even didn't try to hunting your job . why cry .. you too fragile and too weak . you didn't taste real tough job . and crying , so ridiculous .. tyou hit me ! l did cry at all . l said my tears fell down . l just want to express my love for my mother . perhaps it is a fuck ending for this passage . l would modify it . haha . l am a happpy and easygoing boy . thank you for the genuine comment .
- Reply 逍遥飞吧
- Soar: you will find a job sooner or later, you give yourself pressure, which shows you are a responsible person. Getting well prepare for your future job, yyes ! l believe it either . thank you . my friend .
- Reply 逍遥飞吧
- loly90: Oh, my poor friend, don't worry, don't give yourself too much pressure, ok? We can see that you are a sensible child. Sure you will go through a time,you said the storm before l getting into the society would last at least 2-3 years ? oh my god . why would l still be positive about every thing ? have no fear . what l want to do now is to finish today's schedule and then skate then play computer games . the study is a kind of life and so the internship is also a kind of life either . perhaps l need a joke to amuse me now . haha
- Reply Soar
- 逍遥飞吧: yes ! l believe it either . thank you . my friend .maybe you should say you also believe it. we usually use either in the nagative sentences and place it at the end of the sentences. For example, i don't believe it, either.
- Reply 逍遥飞吧
- Soar: maybe you should say you also believe it. we usually use either in the nagative sentences and place it at the end of the sentences. For example, i donthe either is used in the nagative sentences . yes !l should use " too " l know . thank you . are you an english teacher .
- Reply Laura_Lucky
- 逍遥飞吧: you hit me ! l did cry at all . l said my tears fell down . l just want to express my love for my mother . perhaps it is a fuck ending for this passagsorry I misunderstood you ..
