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the conclution of 2012 (2)
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the year 2012 is to the end and 2013 is to begin . there are lots of words l want to say but l dont know how to begin . love , fear , lost , pressure , inferior , happiness . none of these feelings is absent in this year . though l work hard , but because l am lost sometimes l achieve little success . there are some words l want to share .
my love
"happy birthday to you ! happy birthday to you ! happy birthday to you ! " once the girl took the phone , l began to sing the song . 28th December was her birthday .the only thing l could do was this . and then she was very happy and so was l . if she was happy , then l would be .but because l was a little nervous then , the conversation didnt last a long time .
we all liked the skating and then we all teached skating for a club . we used to be coworkers . she was lovely , beautiful , kind ...... l think all the positive words could be used to discribe her . even she was sometimes careless , l only think it is lovely .
during that two months , we worked together and companied each other on the way back to school . and l was very willing to help her all the time .
but in the last half of the october , the club quited the skating teaching for some reasons . then we all lost the job . in the last night , on the way to school , l want to confess my affection for her . but but but but ..... l dont have the courage . wow wow .... could she accept me ? could we be together ? what if we cant even be ordinary friends ?
l know myself . l want to protect myself . then l protected myself so well , did l ? after the fresh year in campus , l learned to protect myself .l became reluctant to be active in the relationship with the girls .some boys persist being active even after he has encountered the uncomfortable replies . l cant do that . and l think l have no courage and energy to do that . upon the female become lazy to reply me , l would feel uncomfortable then l became reluctant to chat with her . then the result is known to you all .
another girl who l would feel nervous in front of is one of my seniors . she is very excellent . in the fresh year , she is the leader of the english club then l am a member of it . then because my active performence , l have some chances to get along with her . l thought she was the goddess . l am a single soul , l refused to obey orders from lots of people including parents , teacher , classmates . but l would do what she told me at once . all in all , l admired her greatly .now she has gone out to work and through 1 yuan was enough for me to take bus to visit her . but l had no courage to do that . am l a coward .
then a question disturbed me once a time. why did you like two girls at the same time ? could the affection to them be called the love ? am l a lothario ?
dont smile ! all the questions should have a specific answer . l want to give my own explains.
perhaps too much TV series fools me . a boy might like lots of girls and so does a girl . but all person want to be the sole in the heart of the significant other . so people created the girlfriend , boyfriend . you could like several girls before marriage or being other's boyfriend . but the society and persons need the stable family , but the feel of each person is changeable . it contradicts . and then the fealty for the family is created .so if you havent get married , you could like several girls . but once you have something sentimental with some girl .then you have to restrain your feelings . it is very important for you to differ the friendship and the affection in the relationships .
love is a very complex thing to talk .then l would give some expectations for myself and talked about it tommorrow !
1, my strategy in the relationship is that make acquaintance first , then friends , then ....... ( you know )
2, care about every details in the relationship with them . the point is that you must differ the friendship and the affections .
3, if you meet some one who deserve your energy to chase , dont give up . you are the suitable one for her .
4, l am only an ordinary boy who with the common ability . a common girl suits me well . please not expect too much .
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- Reply shirleyytt2010
- Thanks for sharing your story with us, in fact, everybody is common, if you turely love a girl, you should speak out, otherwise, she would not understand your feelings about her.
- Reply 逍遥飞吧
- shirleyytt2010: Thanks for sharing your story with us, in fact, everybody is common, if you turely love a girl, you should speak out, otherwise, she would not understOK ! l have my own decision .
- Reply 逍遥飞吧
- shirleyytt2010: Thanks for sharing your story with us, in fact, everybody is common, if you turely love a girl, you should speak out, otherwise, she would not underst
- Reply IMNONARCISSUS
- Kind of puppy love? Be brave! Without trying, you won't know what the result is.
- Reply 逍遥飞吧
- IMNONARCISSUS:thank you , l am very fine now . maybe the love is the luxury for me now .Kind of puppy love? Be brave! Without trying, you won't know what the result is.
- Reply IMNONARCISSUS
- 逍遥飞吧: thank you , l am very fine now . maybe the love is the luxury for me now .
