do you know that l had a dream last night !  do you know what l dreamed about ?  in my dream , some words' pronouciation dizzied me .  l was very confused then and l fell into sleep again . a very comman and short dream , isnt it ?  perhaps l have done a lot of things in the dreams which are forgotten at dawn . 

   l read some cases that some diligent girls read english aloud in their dreams in some blogs . these dreams indicates that they are  in  a good state of study . am l in a good state of study now ?  l am very happy !  

   happy ! happy!   happy !

   however  last night's bed discussion in our dorm frustrated all our dormmates .  one of my roommate's classmates in senior high school visited him last day .  and then that roommate  companied his classmates to go sightseeing in this beautiful city --- suzhou . l guessed he would return dorm with exitement because we rarely go out   . but on the contray , he was in blue when back . then l shut up to ask about the details about the trip .  

    in the night , he poured out what he experienced in the daytime . he said his classmate has been much superior than him . then l cant help  laughing . but as more  admiring events his classmates have done were uttered out by him , l became frustrated too .  why coud  they with the similar age with me achieve such admiring success but l cant ?  l am not diligent enough ?   perhaps l am .  l couldnt finish my schedule in time sometimes . perhaps l should be to blame .  

then l immersed myself in the deep thought .  

    

    

   below were what l thought .  

   1, there do have some very diligent and talented guys who could get the success very early , but they belongs the minority all in all  . and these  guys  deserve our respect and study . 

   2, most postgraduates trend to fright through from the internship , junior clerk , senior cleark and then start his own business .  l am an ordinary boy and my parents are more ordianry . so it is better for me to go this way . but l must learn to be more  social . this is what l lack . 

   

   then l found l became lazy sometimes . now l want to list  my  plan for the next ten years again to spur myself .   
    the first step :  l must translate myself into a talent which master the fluent english and have a deep understanding of my major . l think this translation must cost me 3 years at least .

    the second step :    proceed to polish english and then dig the new skills about my major .  and what's more l am expected to deposit , and build interpersonal network for the future .  this step would cost me 2 years .  

    the final step : start my own bussiness to be a boss .  

    the fool words cant discribe my vivid plans . every step just present the  intensive tasks not all in that period .

    then what should l do now ?

    for now , l  should study hard . l  am expected to pass the self-examinations and it is not enough ! because the knowledge in the campus book is very limited .  and l should study the CCNP  which is a degree  created by cisco . 

     meanwhile , l am supposed to learn english . tonight l baidu about the concerns between english and computer . the guys on network   said the computer major  just  need the written english which disappointed me a lot .  l like english but l dont like the english only in paper .  l would go on english study .  

    all in all , my recent task is to study hard about my major to find a decent first job . 

    dont give up english study . l believed that though at the begining , my english perhaps cant help me much , but in the end , it must give me surprise .   

     l hope english would appear more frequently in my dream . best wishes .