I am becoming so numb so that having no interested in anything. Politic seem to have nothing with me. What I care about is making money and hope to lead a happy life, at least is not so tired as now. Everyday' woking consumes the most of my energy.  I seems like lacking more vigor compared with other colleagues. I could hardly squeeze more time to write here. Translator as though I act as now I almot lost all interest about it and am in a languished state everyday.