I don't think that I am a person who can stay lazy. Every day, every work, I always try my best. After so many years, I finally feel tired sometimes. Loneliness begins bothering me. One of my friends, who just married in his 35, said that people are so indepent now that they think they can live a good life on their own. I agree with that and also I stick to it all these years.
On the day before National Day, I happened to see my ex-bf's wedding photos. Though many years have passed, it still hurts. I spent the whole holiday at home thinking about my whole life. And I decide to spend more time with family and friends instead of work. But it is really hard to execute, because SH is too big and firends can't see each other often. And as to narrow social circle, I haven't met new friends since I came back SH. I should change this situation!