State of mind : hilarious

I've never given too much thought on hard would it be to finish the graduation thesis. All i had in mind is, I could choose a topic that i interested in, then next thing is my favorite part-writing.

But i was wrong, actually, my thesis writing starts pretty early-like 2 months ago. After the title is decided, it's time for us to write the thesis proposal. We were required to write more than 1000 words,in terms of the rational and significance, literature review of the paper , which means gather information is needed.

Anyway, i was not on a really good start. All the material i can get off the web is mainly written in Chinese, it's rather difficult to get any useful information presented in English. But i love writing,so i finish the thesis proposal in time.

Then, paper writing. I combined all the materials together, fixed my contents, but it wasn't satisfactory at all. I revised many times. My supervisor was patient with helping me at first, after so many times working on my hasn't got any better paper, she was worried, and me too. Since my topic involves Business English and Pragmatic knowledge, my supervisor can't give much comments, because her master degree is about law. Although my supervisor was mad at me, she thinks that i am not on a right track, but i tried to talk to her ,turn to other professors as well, she knows that i was working on it. So she feels better.

I was lucky. During the oral defense, the professors didn't ask me any sharp questions that me and my supervisor afraid of the most-:i can't see any logic connection in your paper,.lols they did't raise the question. They pointed out my problems existing in my paper, they told me things that i can work on. Well, i passed,they gave me a slack.

Well, i've already spend so much time on it. I can't made to any job interview when i have to concentrate on my paper writing, and i thought i should give my priority to getting my bachelor degree. Now looking back, for the past 2 months, i spent too much time in front of my computer typing. Each time i was told by my supervisor: well, there's too much problems in your paper, i don't really think it meets the standard.' i was upset as first. But i know being upset ain't gonna help me anyhow, so i comfort myself, cheer myself up and then get to working on it again.

People say that school is a miniature of society. I agree, i've experience ups and downs ,well, the best part is it is over. I realize that i changed,i feel lost if i lose my faith in doing sth before but now i can adjust myself even when i was in hard times. When i was sad and down i can stand up again and confront my fears. I told my friends that i think i am growing, and the state of mind is controlled by ourselve, and i when i finished all the stuff, i was surprised with a good news, i passed tem8. Well,perfect ending.

Then i know, all the difficulties give rise to something good, it's all worth it !