After two days work, I was told to go back home. my boss said I am poor in communication, could make any gain for the compainy. 

I live in a small city, My college is also very common. My major was computer science and tecknowage, the reason why I choose it is that it is very funny to play games and could sit down to resolve problems without going out. But I am wrong, the curriculum are too wide, it is hard to go into the field unless you go to the big city only the big city like beijin, shenzheng, shanghai. And when you attain you will find that  you will pay precious energy and time and life in it, I think nobdy like this.   

As you see, when I go to the society for jobs, all I studied seems uesless. because all the things I do is nothing related with the knowleage, just take this job for example, all are kinds of goods, one, fix it. two, deliver it.

The world change so fast, we must consider all the respect and have a further sight.  Just to see so a popular thing the website or net through the computer can make people know the word's information in one second, and now it was turned to the small, light and fashion, the speed are more and more quick, the iphone, ipad, we can play it with us elsewhere. Who can further know that the microsoft corpration will worry about their products one day. their biggest opponent google and apple are all strong day by day. 

In fact, I am happy I was fired, because I am old, I couldn't do that little things that is more suitble for the young guys. but I am still not very old, I am in the dilemma in age and the abilty. 

I could attribute some reason  in my family, it's very conservative, they always decline my decision. I hate the manual labor, when I stayed at home with no work,  I asked my father would you like to see your son to do the things like cleanning street?His answer,when you are ok, let one of my relatives to find a job.I am very upset, because I made the commitment that I won't ask for them although they are wealthy. I do not like my parents beg for them.I buy somebooks to learn investment, but I don't have money, and I am sure my parents won't support me, they will only  keep money in the bank. all my parents' work are very hard work, our money comes hard too.

I must find a job first, and I have the definite goal. but I really do not know what I can do.