The most important words I want to say at first and what I learned in these two months' working is that the person like me must learn smart to deal things in a roundly proper way and stand in others' position to think. With the help of my uncle, I get a job in a company. To tell you the truth, the company just want to make using of my uncle to finish their purpose, my uncle is a civil servant in government, I am proud of my uncle, and  I am a son of local famer haha...it is my uncle who brings our family from rural to urban ones. But I know I'll be fired when they attain their goal, who want to hire a person without any benifit to them, and the good thing is always others, the little no important things is always mine. So most of the time, I sit in front of the computer to browse the website, I know it gives a bad impression to others, and sure it will be an excuse for them to fire me, and you should know I am kinda inner, I cann't get along well with them although I try my best to be polite to others, saying "good moning", "ok", "my pleasure" to my superior and colleague, stilll when I meet them, I cann't run my brain fast. When somebody talking to me, all I do is nodding the head, why is so hard for me to make a nice talking, why? why am i so foolish in comunication, just because I am too handsome? hah... I am in the using for three month, I know after one month I'll be fired and they will get the things they want from my uncle.