I don't know what it is, I just have this feeling, I don't know if you have the same phenomenon of mine.

Okay I'll tell you about it. I think we all have something that we will tend to not say it, these things may be your first love or name of that special person, these things may be a precious memory which you cherished in your heart, these things may be the joker card in your hand that you won't * till the end.

What confused me is not such these things were, it is if we speak it out, tell it out or write it out, do we enhance it or lose it. As for me, the things I reveal it out, I will forget it, consequently, these things I'll never say. Yes, it seems hard to understand, I mean just a thing, when you speak it out, do you still remembered it strongly as before?