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I think I am a very big loser. I have nothing. All my classmates got married while I am not. I don't have a good job, because it can not enhance my capability. In other words it is a waste of time. Still remembered clearly that I told my new friend how much my salary is, she break her promise to chat with me this afternoon, I can not accept that I was deemed as a poor guy, if I were rich, she won't do that, I know my low salary makes her embarrassed, she left me away.
Life is like a teacher, it teaches you over and over again until you learned it. Because of this thing, my feeling is very bad now, it hurts me so much, only the music "endless horizon" by Bandari can alleviate my inner pain. And I wrote of this blog, just like before to record such things, because I know someday in the future I can see the footprint of my life.
What bothers me most is still the job, I must find a new job. Just like my parents thought, if I couldn't get a job when I resign the current job, how should I do? Yes, I know it really takes risk, but if I want to be successful I must find a high salary job, or make more money by myself. It is always said opportunity is everywhere, but why can't I see it? Am I lack of my own opinion? But one thing is assured, I am an introvert, not very good at networking.
I should forget about this thing, this new friend. Life is beautiful, I should enjoy life and embrace it. Only a good thing is I am a man with my own dream, I will never give up until I achieve it. Whenever I think of my dream, I can feel power is gathered in my body, so I should care about my health and take care of my body. And I hope all of you, who read it by chance or not, all put the health first and have a young heart, a beautiful life.
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- Reply samanthe
- If a girl love your money she is not really love you, you should feel happy she left you.
Today I sew two sentences from Moyan, he admires two kinds of people in the world, one:the woman who company her poor man when she was young. The other: the man who still company his wife when he is rich. 年轻时陪男人过苦日子的女人；富裕时陪女人过好日子的男人.
We will meet lots of problems from our work or our family, but if we don't give up, everything will be ok. Perk up. You will meet your right girl. Good luck to you.
- Reply sunnyv
- Quite strange and perplexing. You seem to be quite sensible, progressive, knowledgeable and active. You worked hard to enrich yourself in knowledge and you have a reasonably good command of English. You got all it takes to get the respect and admiration from others. Perhaps you don't have an impressive looks but so what? You are a guy right? Looks don't count.
As for the person who flunked you because of your low salary, just give her the middle finger. You don't need this kind of people around you. Good riddance. I myself once had a pitifully low salary and some people despised me. I knew that low salary was my price to pay for learning an advancement. I knew that someday, I would jump out of that hell and I did. Sometimes, I meet those people who despised me and boy .....
what a nice time I had tearing him to pieces.
As for girls... sshhhh.. let ne tell you a secret. They often tell me that the most impressive thing for them is watching her boyfriend work hard and gentle to her, so anytime now, your angel could descend from above right into your arms. Have patience brother.
- Reply freefu55
- Nope, I am very handsome. haha...I won't work for anybody, I work only for myself.
sunnyv: Quite strange and perplexing. You seem to be quite sensible, progressive, knowledgeable and active. You worked hard to enrich yourself in knowledge an ...
