Once there was a question showing in front of my eyes, "who am I?" At that time, I was a middle school student, I had searched over all my mind to think about this question which appears simple, but I can say no words toward it, I am stunned by it.
Three years later, I entered an unknown university, what I must face is to choose a major. After a short consideration, I chose the computer science and technology as my major.
From the day I was born down to the earth, I was a man who do not like to show himself in front of others, public and crowd always makes me feel small of myself, because I know I do not have the height and weight. In my eyes, those who are leaders must have that two factors to give the people a big body type impression. In other words, it is obvious that big guys are more welcomed and they get more support than the smaller guys. I am a very mild guy, but this little mind kills my inner peace and makes me hate them, the big guys. That's why I study hard and do things in a low manner.
So I made computer as my major. For one hand, it contented me that I can do my liked things playing game. For the other hand, I will work as a tech guy showing I am not weak to others and no need to appear in public.
Sometimes I want to be a bad man, I want to do some unreal things to accomplish my revenge to this world because of man's inborn preference. Don't worry about me. I have cleared my mind, I am happy with what I owned, I always take this "no one hurts" as my principle, and through the communication by internet, I was told I am cute, someone like me, it is enough.
Many years later, I got a job now, but this major does not bring me much advantages. What's my way out? I don't know, but still I keep learning English everyday, just like a common thing in my life, because I made a decision, I want to go to America.
The end. A person has three choices in life. You can swim against the tide and get exhausted, or you can tread water and let the tide sweep you away, or you can swim with the tide, and let it take you where it wants you to go.