I am looking forward to see my last day, feel amazing? haha...I don't lie to you. I hope I can live to 67 years, I'll appreciate god to let me live and till then, so don't let me die before the year 2050. 

Four years ago, I have had the best dream in my life, it is all about time travel, love and fate. It is said I will meet you someday, so I am waiting and preparing the chance to go to Disney World Orlando to meet you. I study English, I work and earn money, I miss you when I am alone.

I first see your handsome face on a website, then I spend 4 years to find you, at last I get your first enote that took place on the same website, but it is also the last message I can get from you, as you refuse me. 

At the moment I strongly felt that my life lost meaning immediately. So I can't help to doubt if the dream I believed is the right guidance to me. 

I am looking forward to see my last day. I don't lie to you, I think, I can find some answer from it. 

Because it is said that, the day I die is the day we meet.