My heart is heavy as life isn't going on well as preplaning, I have run my mind all the day and night, even in my dream, it hasn't been stopping. After a day, it will snow, in such a cold day, I wish I could find something to warm my heart as all the stuff left is broken, fragment, pieces. Suddenly, I recalled a song which sang as "Hang on to your hopes, my friend, that's an easy thing to say, but if your hopes should pass away, simply pretend that you can build them again.“ Yes, the song gives me strength to continue the unknown road. If every path is straight or peaceful, it is not a journey. My heart is heavy, my thought is heavy, my mind is heavy, but the only thing I know for sure is that my dream is beautiful. So fighting...