So sorry, I didn't take it serious to write my blog, the main reason is that I am busy with my work, and my emotion tells me that there is not much feeling I can express. I am still fighting for my original dream, however the result is a bit sad, I gained no achievment.
I don't know when I can make it comes true, but I know that there is still too long a road waiting for me, I may feel tough, I may feel tired, but one thing for sure is that I mustn't stop, I must going on...