I just can't help ask myself whether my life is over? This really sounds ridiculous, but it is true. The man writing in front of you is a man who fails to find his heart. How pathetic he was, there is no one he can talk to, and no one would like to support him. If life was worth, he should insist on his ideals, cuz there is too much to pay for.

I never considered to make a lot of money, but I do beacuse I need money to fulfill my dream. I am in a tough time, when there is no roads left to go, what else can I do? At least there is a good thing, learning, learning is the best thing that I can ever have, as learning can make you outstanding and guarantee you the things you want. But time here is important. So long as you would like to learn, it's never too late to start.

I am so sentimental sometimes, I appreciate the guys who looks me as a friend. Like teadrinking, sunnyv(while he isn't here recently), tange etc. I must admit that there are too many nice friends. And, it builds a good environment for study and learning. This is good, and I write here for six years, I must say that I don't feel any improvement that I make while the fact is I do.

Life is so short, while there are too many things to do, and too many books waiting for us to read, it's very important to use time properly, as I know time is the most just thing to everybody. Time make every point of your life to be possilbe. You will never get enough of time when you were happiness, and cherish it if you had.

So long as I find out of my way, I will take a rest and give more time to spirit, I always wish to enjoy a good day with sunshine and tasty food, life is beautiful, while now I am just a guy who are longing it, and I have to make my dream come true.

Ways are never easy for anyone. Not because you are incapable, it is that the environment and character matters. Easy road leads to a easy life, while hard road makes your life profound, so just hold on, everything will be right where they are.