I won't write and post this blog if I didn't suffering such a bad day. First, Just beginning is the ending. I feel good when I recognized with somone, we chat on WeChat for two days, but now today our talking is fading, we can not make more conversation anymore. Second, I just lose six thousand game coins valued three thousand yuan tonight which made me mood so bad and lost. 

Well, I start writing here because I want to say something, just like a cup of water, when it is full, it needs to pour, when it is empty,it needs to fill. I don't know if you can understand my words or not, I just hope I can make this post easy to understand and express what I want to express. The other reason is really funny, some years ago, when I watch a movie, the words said, when you pick your pens to write in a paper, you just write and write untill you write all the things, the amazing thing will appear, that is, you will find your true thoughts at that momont at last. And I am trying this way to find what's buried in my heart.

Almost fourty years have passed, when I look back of my life, what makes a changing point, are words coming from my heart, so truely they are. One, at a period of low times, so low in my life, I am so fragile, I forget how I come in this point, I said to myself, 'take care of myself, everything else is secondary.' Because of this simple words, I get a good body and becomes more peaceful in heart. Two, I don't remember when I am so easy to be disturbed by other things, until that day, I said to myself, 'to be free both in minds and body.' From this day on, I am quite healthy not only in my inner world but also in society to comunicating with people. I make it，this wrods give me plenty of attention when I am thinking, also helps me focusing in everything. Three, 'go to dark.' This words is suite for me, because, I would rather making friends with poor people or people in the lower level than making friends with rich. Just like the saying goes, a tree becomes a big tree lie in its deeply roots. It's not until you fail that you fly. Four, 'Be humous'. It's simple, and it is really helpful when you cope with people in every respect. 

Well, I have said what I sufferd and experienced, for the future, I will unremittingly go forward for my dream, I have the confidence to say I can and and I deserve, no one can help you except yourself, strive for a better future, making money is in the top place, enjoy life, and do not forget to smile. :)