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18th,July
Everytime when I feel down ,I desire looking for somewhere nice to write down my moods and unhappy thoughts.Eventually, I discovered a comfortable and fitting space,that is the warm room I'm sitting at present.Without any disturbance ,anything that I could write down here.
I admit that I'm an emotional and sensitive person .I could often be affacted and disturbed because of a few trivial things happened around me. I'm mean ,especially to my close friend.
I couldn't bear the fact that my best male friend who chats more with his other female friends, even though they are just normal friends .To be frank, he is just my friend ,a close one, rather than boyfriend.Why should I behave so provoked and annoyed?Anyhow ,his right is free , which shouldn't be broken by anyone anywhere. I always worry that he could easily fall in love with some other girls ,then I could be ignored soon, even though he is already my close friend .
Maybe I'm not confident .
Maybe I care about him so much.
Maybe my heart is dominated by jealousy.
Maybe I should be much more open-minded.
But , I feel empty.
I admit that I'm an emotional and sensitive person .I could often be affacted and disturbed because of a few trivial things happened around me. I'm mean ,especially to my close friend.
I couldn't bear the fact that my best male friend who chats more with his other female friends, even though they are just normal friends .To be frank, he is just my friend ,a close one, rather than boyfriend.Why should I behave so provoked and annoyed?Anyhow ,his right is free , which shouldn't be broken by anyone anywhere. I always worry that he could easily fall in love with some other girls ,then I could be ignored soon, even though he is already my close friend .
Maybe I'm not confident .
Maybe I care about him so much.
Maybe my heart is dominated by jealousy.
Maybe I should be much more open-minded.
But , I feel empty.
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- Reply touringchina
sounds more like your bf, regardless of the fact he is not
