it is a warm Sunday afternoon, i should have gone to school ,but i didn't. i want to stay at home a little longer.

i always feel cozy and pleased at home

i am free to do whatever i want , i chat with mom and dad ,they are always nice to me ,i will forever be grateful for them，especially mom

 

 being fed up with the school's food, i decide to go tomorrow morning

 

it is the busiest year of my college life, while i am just an idle student spending my days on the Internet,not that i don't want to study hard

i mean , i just can't do things alone, i need to be supervised badly , i need a companion to make progress together

the problem is i can't find someone like that

every time i am in the self-study room, i will wonder why i can't concentrate on my books just like the other students

i have changed , i am not a hard-working student any more!

 

sometimes i feel desperate ,depressed and frustrated

why can't i change a thing

 

i have the overwhelming desire to make things right

but i just can't……