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Life is like a classical book full of philosophy. Once we taste and appreciate it in a positive attitude, our inner heart will become enriched. However, life is also filled with challenges. We need to overcome and face it with strong willingness. No matter luckiness or frustrations in the course of grow-up, life still exists and goes forward. What left us is now to cherish all passed memories, focus on current status and follow the trend. Enjoy the beauty of short life.
I had been in a low spirit for last whole week. When thinking of those hidden facts, I was so depressed and even had no taste. Imperceptibly lost almost six kilograms. Actually I was not intentionally to torture myself, but because of the effect of complicated thoughts. I fully understood the influence of spritual pressure on health. Heart takes time to cure.
Until last Saturday, when he was back from business trip and my university classmate came to SZ from Hunan, without any second thought, I chose to pick up my classmate first rather than meeting him to listen to his explaination. He tried his utmost to pusuade me to give him a chance to listen to his inner heart. Considering timely to clarify the probelm and make the decision, I selected compromise myself and face it because silence wound't finally solve the practical problem.
I got up around 8am on Saturday. As I was not familiar to the way to LuoHu Train Station, I had my car parked around our office building and then took the metro directly to the destination. Initially the train was planned to arrive at 10am, but because of delay, the final arrival time was around 11am. I bought two "Ladies" magazines to idle away my time. When it was close to 11am, I stood up and started searching for the familiar figure among the crowd. Eventually, we both met together with hugs and similes. The girl is my university classmate, also one of my bosom buddies. We had so many nice memories on campus. That's why her back woke me up and brought me to one of the most previous moments or stages in my life and wither away some of my recent bad emotions.
As she was in a hurry to DongGuan the same day for an interview, we had a late lunch causally at a resturant and headed for my house to settle down her stuff. After sending her to the bus station, I chose to meet him at a park near my home. We both drove seperately. I arrived earlier a little bit than him. Later on we chose to stay at his car to communicate. He firstly broke the ice and showed some natural food brought to me. I didn't take notice and face him. Then he uttered and told me all the process with her. He knew I was so angry of being unknown of this matter in such long period. He constantly comforted me that he really loved me and in order not to hurt me he chose to make this well-meaning lie. However, I couldn't accept it instantly although somehow his words were from his heart. I also questioned him what I doubted. He responded that it was him caused the problem and hurted me because of his undetermined treatment towards his previous girlfriend even if he didn't love her any more. He promised to me that he would end up with her relation totoally. I just listened to him and my heart still was hard to recover as soon as possable.
When we walked in the park, in a sudden I recieved SMS from my classmate, who said she was on the way to SZ because the company in DongGuang seemed not formally established. I said I would pick her up. But at that time he was beside me. I wouldn't hope my classmate to witness our recent circustances and unhappiness. Nevertheless, he insisted on driving together with me to pick her. At last, I agreed. During our meet and dinner together, I didn't say any word to him but couldn't stop chatting with my classmate. He also had long conversation with my classmate. When getting home, we both washed up quickly and got to bed to have our intimate talk. We both frankly shared our affections and other interesting stories during we were apart after graduation. She said she had good impression on the guy from his way of conduct and treatment in hope of me giving him another chance to correct himself. Thinking.........
Forget about the topic. Mention some of my passed memories with my bosom friend. She is a very sweet and diligent girl. I remembered when we were at domitory during university time, she usually had so many innovative ideas to make us feel warm and enjoyable. Admittedly, I never paid attention to delicate stuff, which was to most girls' favorite before getting aquintance with her. It was her who tought me how to turn more sweeter and care for details. As a matter of fact, I enjoyed so much with her and other bosom friends. From them, I could better adjust myself and improve the quality of my life.
Life needs friends to enrich oursleves. Life needs experiences to mature ourselves. Let's enjoy the beauty of life with precious passed momories.
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Post comment Comment (15 replies)
- Reply bluephoebe
- will you give him a second chance? it's a tough decision and you are right about not hurrying into any decision before think it through. No matter what your decision is, remember there is a friend always on your side. Girl, Take Care!
- Reply Jessico
- bluephoebe: will you give him a second chance? it's a tough decision and you are right about not hurrying into any decision before think it through. No matter whaI am now just giving him a chance to express his thoughts and opintions, not mean to accept him again in a hurry. Thank you, Phoebe for your support. I will take deep thinking about this matter. If I couldn't accpet the fact, it's time to say good bye, no regret. If I could make the encrouagement to face our future, believe him. Right now, under consideration.
- Reply zbl520520
- I can see that you love him and have forgave him from you agree to go with you to see your classmates,give him a chance,After all, two people loving each other come together is not easy.and er......you have good classmates and friends,so happy.
- Reply snowflying
- wow, dear Jessico, you are so lucky to have such a good close friend. i guess you and her must talk about many things together. talking about with close friends , what a nice feeling.
glad to see your are recovering in recent days, you are not easy to figure it out at short time, after all you met your most two important questions in such a short time. let time say, anything will have its own result. i'm waiting your good message here,dear.
- Reply possible
- can you assure what your boyfriend said is true,,,,can you assure whether he love you or don't......after figureing it out......then,ask yourself whether you love him or don't...it's the most important factor in this matter seemingly~~
good luck
- Reply kinzhang
- for me, it's a little too complicated to tell wheather his words is true or not. as a man, his feeling to some woman vary from many more factors, i think it's unsteady, honestly.
- Reply Jessico
- kinzhang: for me, it's a little too complicated to tell wheather his words is true or not. as a man, his feeling to some woman vary from many more factors, i tThanks for ur words. I am also considering and testing the truth.
- Reply Jessico
- zbl520520: I can see that you love him and have forgave him from you agree to go with you to see your classmates,give him a chance,After all, two people loving eThank you. Undoubtedly love is an important fact, but honesty accounts more. I need time to test him again, not mean to forgive him now
- Reply Jessico
- snowflying: wow, dear Jessico, you are so lucky to have such a good close friend. i guess you and her must talk about many things together. talking about with cloDear Snow. Feel better now not just accepting him, but conisder from the positive side that I need have my own life rather than living for someone. Explaination is just one aspect. Actions speaks louder than words. I will share with you when everthing turns into a final result
- Reply Jessico
- possible: can you assure what your boyfriend said is true,,,,can you assure whether he love you or don't......after figureing it out......then,ask yourself whetThank for your suggestion. Honestly I couldn't fully assure now even if he promised his truth. If I won't be able to forgive and believe him any more, I am sure leaving is the best solution. I am now searching for the reality
- Reply ringcao
- From my angel,it is hard to tell what decision is right. Just an idea for sharing: Life consists of many portions, what ever, let us put LOVE first, second FAMILY and FRIENDSHIP, Third CAREER, of course, there should be the fouth, fifth...., See? Even if you lose the first one, you still own the most part of life.
- Reply IMNONARCISSUS
- Love is not easy for everyone.Take care of yourself ,girl.
