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What a mood It will be when you decide to quit your current job where you have worked for more than 7 years?
I will talk to my boss and tell him my decision tomorrow. I sorted out files in my computer for the whole afternoon.
I orginally planned to take half day off and make that at home. but I was hold in the office due to I was needed by somebody. I was interrupted from time to time when I was trying to clean off my computer by deleting some unnecessary file and gabbage mails. I had a very strange feeling when People come to my office and discussed with me about some company matters . A feeling is occupying my mind. I become mind- absent neither on doing my personal things or handling company issues. .It is sort of neither happiness nor sadness. It is a sense neither like that I am not willing to leave here.nor the feeling of exciting as I expected . I guess It is most probably because I have put some emotion into this company. When I say in this way, It may be more accurace .to put it in this way.Seeking a company and working for this company , It is like a marriage. Love is only for short period. the rest time is gratitution which link us together. Now It is the time to separate since both do not attract each other any more. Both want to seek new partner and bring in new blood.
7.5 years, How many 7.5 year are there in our life? No matter what happened during this 7.5 years .Sth will be definitely rooted in my mind.
For me It is a complex emotion. On one hand I lost passion at current position and see no room to advance any more. On the other hand I spent 7 years here and grown up with this company. I learned a lot while I contributed a lot either.
I wil leave with one eye crying and one eye smiling.
Post comment Comment (1 replies)
- Reply snowflying
- to tell my truth,my friend. i feel surely some complex feeling too ,maybe because of my special career job position, i 'm a hr charge in our company.and just at few days ago, few guys made the same disicion as yours,they have been other company now which have the same business as ours, both the financial field in the same city. maybe future, they can meet the same clients as our company,and stand on the competitive position with us. to be frank, as a hr, i 'm unwilling to see any clerks to quit away. maybe that's my job viewpoint.
whether whatever reason let you deside finally to quit your current company,as a clerk for 7.5 years , i can feel and understand your present emotion. sometimes ,no ,not sometimes, it should be always, we human being always have emotions to our past ,including past people we met,past things we done,past surroundings we located, even no any miss toour past, still feel some upset with bitter when we really leave, maybe some reluctant to something we can't speak out so clearly, maybe just due to we have spent so long time, ok, just time is still our past too. how amny 7.5 years in our job career? 3 or 4? that's enough,i think.
whether you leave for whereever, you have decided, go forward firmly,though no so more exciting you have once expected. life always goes forward forever,my friend.
moved comment here today,here is its right site.hehe.
