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A day without sneeze and a running nose.  A smooth breath ,A sound and deep sleep .. That is what I am desiring for ......

I have been suffered by allergic rhinitis(过敏性鼻炎) for almost four years. It sounds a small deseaze. But so far there is no good prescription to cure it. I was told by my friend in medicine that many doctors don’t want to invest time and money on it as It is a very niche market . It will not generate much profit to the organization and prestige to personnel. therefore so far there have not very effective medicine to cope with this torturing feeling.

2008 was my worst year. I remember clearly that More than 330 days of that year I felt dizzy, headache and being with a running noses. I even had to use a roll of napkin per day to wipe off my snot.  a light blow of cold wind could bring up a consecutive dozens of sneeze which make me sweating all over in a sudden . a under-dress could also puts me under an instant uncomfortable situation. I had to take anti-allergic medicine in support of my daily work and life basically every day .

Since 2008. I always wear more than common people do in case I feel cold and  my poor nose is irritated . I dare not to wear skirts in winter season which I was fond of being dressed in that elegant way. Summer season becomes my favorite as It is the season when I feel relatively comfortable. all in all, I hardly enjoy the days and hardly control my healthy status. With any ignorance a nousy day could await me.

I feel a bit despite even sometimes have an illusion to suicide after visiting couples of well-known experts in this field. West and Chinese traditional medicine as well as undergoing minor operation for my nose seem not work at all. At the moment nothing can help me to eradicate the evil.

I had thought to quit my job and had a temporary rest. But I hardly make up this decision .I even seldom took vocation and did not use up my annual leave. I seem be sort of person who tend to work to my potential till I have to ask sick leave.

A day without disturbed by the allergy become so precious and so luxurious for me . Therefore I am so eager to have a healthy physical status. A sound sleep and a clear day without headache , consecutive dozens of sneeze , a running nose is the best happiness for me.  

In order to fight against that. I even bought a running machine and have been taking  regular exercise. But the result is not so satisfactory .

What a life It has been! I can not help writing it down as I don’t want to see other people have the same suffering as me. I believe It can be avoided and prevented at a very earlier stage while I just ignored it till It is getting more and more serious.

Yesterday I was recommemded a new medicine and I dreamed It works.....

WUWUWUWU....God bless me!