It's been days since I did not write English blogs. Now I feel a little uncomfortable to express myself in English.
Today is mother's day. Yestarday I made a call to my parents. I have some difficulties in my studyand I am a little mental deterioration these days . I really didn't want to tell them my problem. I don't want to let them worry about me. But I did not made it. I am not a good actor. I can't hide my feeling. Today, I am suposed to call my mother to extend good wishes to her. But I decide not.
Today, I am not in good condition. I am in a bad mood. If I called her, she would find my depression. In that way, I will make her upset in this special day when she should be happy.
People always say men should be severe to themselves. So, I think, if I really love my family, I should only let them share happiness with me. Let me conquer every difficults myself.