Yesterday,I watched a movie <Mr Brookes >,describing a person with split personality.He is a well-reputed businessman ,good father,perfect husband,meanwhile he addicts to kill person who he doesn't know.He know it's abnormal but he just couldn't help it,like people who's alcoholic .Film is an art originated from life.
Sometimes I feel like kind of twisty.I can't just become what I'd like to be,do what I really want to.It's my life but ridiculously I can't control it.Too many things need to consider.I have to get my parents proud of ,get neighborhood admire. So I always follow the rules which are expected right by their standards though I don't agree sometimes.To be a good freind,I have to give up same dress which my dear friend likes at the same time.To be a good daughter,I have to give up my own programs in holiday to keep them company.I always make it hard to myself. When I'm tired of all these stuffs one day,I think the evil hiding in my deeply part of heart will erupt,maybe I could be a treasonable girl making my parents and friends totally strange .Haha,that will be rather horrible I think.
My point is :everyone has two different sides ,good and bad. Which side you're going to be depends on which atmosphere you're living in.That's why we're trying to creat a better life always.