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i feel really bad these days
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i feel really bad these days~
we had a picnic during this weekend,in fact, I really do not want to participate in,because i dont like social activities,i am a more introverted person, but my girlfriend who is more outgoing, she is glad to various social activities, she can handle easily every time , and sometimes I had to think of the La Traviata.I can even think of the scene of that time,it must be they had a great time, and I have only watched them happy, maybe, she would occasionally look at me, but I will be very sad.
But she would like to participate, so I had to attend. Sure enough, as I imagine, they are very happy.
what make me more sad, that is she was very cheerful, so my classmates would often tell her some gyagus（cold jokes), but she said nothing.I think that would make the others think she is a baboon person, they will be more & more extreme.Heard that, she was angry. She said she did not want to, but she did not know how to face, it can only run away.
after that,I began to feel insecure, and I was a bit inferior, I do not know how to do, I even want she's all around me all the time, I even hate she talk to any other boys, I knew it was wrong, love can not restrict freedom, but I still can not control my own feelings.I do not want to go to work, "At this time, whom she was chatting with" I always thought that,i am tired.Why do I want her to control serious, I do not like this is wrong, how do I change myself. Sometimes I laugh at myself, if not trust each other, it is not love.i am really tired,what can i do to change myself?
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Post comment Comment (3 replies)
- Reply rainecho415
- Give her and yourself some time and some space. You should have your own life. If she loves you, then you don't need to worry about her chatting with other guys!
- Reply Jimbo
- You just got to learn to relax and let things fall into place.
Don't try to change anyone, you can only control yourself.
Try to have a better outlook on life. Don't focus on negative things.
