I enter this company almost three month, a few days ago, i wanna quit this job and told my manager about it. She let me take consider of it seriously. I had to take a look at myself, i was so easy to give up a job easily without trying my best. Looking back on the past year, i had changed my job three times, it was so sad and bitter for me to recall.

And now, i seemed to make the same mistake again and again. I don't want to change job, but i'm worried about my job. I'm afraid i can't do this job well, i'm afraid i can't make out achievement, i'm afraid i can't burdon this pression and will let them down.

Fortunately, my little leader was so kind to me, she said she will help me, even teach me hand by hand. The only condition is, i must set all the bad thoughts aside, and put all my efforts into this job. Everything seems so simple, but it is so hard to do it well. Finally i see, nothing is easy to do well. Every job is not what it looks like.

One people cannot success without perserverance and effort.

If i change this job now, still i'm a fresher, a green hand without rich experience. Come on, i said to myself, you do have to fight for your future, everyone has to strive to live in this world. believe in yourself, tomorrow will be better. Come on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!