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I refused him, the guy i fall in love with at the first sight, the guy i'm happy to see and expect to see everyday.
Am i so bad to broke one's heart? Just now he chatted with me through QQ, he said to me, you have made me to love you. When i heard it, i was happy and sad. I'm happy because i love him and he loves me as well; i'm sad because we won't have a good result in the future. If he is the same people like us, i definitely accept his love for me, but the reality is so cruel, he is an african.
I found i'm not the kind of people who dares to love and dares to hate. I'm not this people.
No other method can work it out, i think. Now i'm cheating him that i have already had a boyfriend now. It really lets me feel sorrowful. To prevent our affection going farther, i must let it stop and end it as soon as possible.
I'm so so sorry for troubling him. I wish everything would go well with him. I wish he would find a nice girl who'd like to go with him, even live in African. As to me, i don't have the courage to go with him. My parent won't let me go either.
I need to control myself, i'm really happy to meet him in my life, my luck to know him and i really hope he can have a good night and forget me soon.
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- Reply violett
- It's a sorrowful experience.May you friend would find a girl who love him with her heart.And I bless you would find your perfect man in the future.Good luck!
- Reply Richardren
- vow, qutie a dilemma, choose whatever you feel is right. hesitation of any kind would surely create problems in future even if you continue the relationship. follow your hunch. God bless you!
- Reply liuli
- as parent,they won't want to marry their daughter far away from home.what's more,I think between two countries,communication is a big problem
- Reply shijianmoshushi
- I bless you would find your Mr right too.
- Reply Nordon
- If you really love him........ then go for it......... and remember...... love has No boders.........! All the best!!!!
- Reply sunnyv
- You are such a wonderful sincere and open-minded girl. You do deserve a happy and contented life. You dared to challenge biased societal opinion and fall in love with somebody outside your own race. Unfortunately, it is not easy to overcome the unfair society opinion and the difficulties could be difficult for you to bear. You need to consider carefully before committing yourself. On the other hand, I have to remind people in general that there is always an opposite extreme to unfair conduct. I have seen racism against Chinese people in the United States. We should not allow such crimes against humanity.
I have a Tibetan friend has a darker complexion compared to the northern Chinese. He has experienced cruel treatment in school and work in Fujian. He has good educational background but find it hard to find jobs. People in China see people with darker skin as poor "farmers" and that is why everyone is trying to lighten their skin in China.
Good luck dear.
- Reply Buqiqi
- You are really a brave girl.I know how difficult to say no to the one who you really loved with.He may be miserable and so is you.
A study shows that there are 2000 people that are fit for you in the whole world.If you missed one of them unfortunately,don't give up,and pay more attention on seeking for another.It may sound rational,but it maybe a truth.
Try to be happy,brave girl.everything will be OK.
- Reply snowflying
- oh, gilr, youa are really something. just let time water down everything.
- Reply loly90
- violett: It's a sorrowful experience.May you friend would find a girl who love him with her heart.And I bless you would find your perfect man in the future.GooThanks for your blessing! I do wish he can find a nice girl
- Reply loly90
- Richardren: vow, qutie a dilemma, choose whatever you feel is right. hesitation of any kind would surely create problems in future even if you continue the relatiThank you, Richardren. I'm not ready for the love. I'd like to be his friend now, a simple friend is enough.
- Reply loly90
- liuli: as parent,they won't want to marry their daughter far away from home.what's more,I think between two countries,communication is a big problem
Yes, sister,you are right. That's really hard and impossible for us to stay together. I can only stay in China
- Reply loly90
- Nordon: If you really love him........ then go for it......... and remember...... love has No boders.........! All the best!!!!It is too hard, really. There are many difference between us, habits and customs, belief, cultural background, many many, you know. Be rational is very important.
- Reply loly90
- Thank you, sunny. Many African people are nice guys really. They believe in God, it is good for them to have belief in their hearts. They know what is good and what is bad like us do. Of course we can make good friends with them. If there is a need, i'd like to try to help them, to help other people is to help ourselves. I will deal with this matter well and i'd like to be his Chinese friend
- Reply loly90
- Buqiqi: You are really a brave girl.I know how difficult to say no to the one who you really loved with.He may be miserable and so is you.2000 people? really, my dear, that's really a large number now. Never mind, i'm here waiting for the right and best people for me
A study shows that
- Reply loly90
- snowflying: oh, gilr, youa are really something. just let time water down everything.Thank you, dear snowflying. Leave it to time!
- Reply Jimmy621209
- Responsibility is very important to us. If you have made a choice and never regret. Girl, do what you must do! You are a brave girl. May all go well with you!
