today, i've talked to my friend about something that really bothered me recently. it's just some girly stuff. but really makes me feel uneasy actually. thank god she's always on my side. she can understand what i've changed to and why i've changed so. really happy to have her. although she is not my BBF in some sense, but still we are really close to each other. i feel sorry about what i have did to her years ago, thank to her for backing me up right now. it's really a kind of release by saying things out loud.