Maybe it’s just because I go to library too often and now my head is full of words. If I can find a friend or two, I’ll talk with them without stopping. If I can’t, I just use my keyboard to express myself as crazy as I can. Maybe I’m just using this kind of way to evade my life without achievement.  Is it possible that the auspice of being crazy? I don’t know and don’t care it either. I just let my two hands gallop on the keyboard following my thinking.

 After reading for a while, I get ready for my supper and also play something for me to watch while eating. Just open Youku website and can’t find anything to watch. Originally I watched the TV drama Romance of Three Kingdoms and now find it a little boring. Actually I only enjoy several scenes from it and have watched them for many times. Always like the scene about Cao Cao discussing heroes with Liu Bei. Liu bei grew vegetables and pretended to be a normal guy, hence he was cleverer than Xu You. I always believe character determines destiny.

  Just watch Granting Titles to Gods. From the scene of King Zhou’s enrapt attitude toward Goddess Nvwa, I can see the human desire is really limitless. He had a beautiful queen and a group of pretty concubines and yet he was still not satisfied. He even dared to dishallow Nvwa, who was the creator of our Chinese. We should say she is our ancestor. King Zhou even wanted Nvwa to accompany him to dissipate loneliness. However, I still admire King Zhou’s courage and exclusive hegemony. Being a man, courage is always the first thing. Wooing a woman without any result isn’t bad, but lacking of courage to woo a woman is really sad. Of course what I refer is the woman you love. Some guys just woos woman like shopping, if the seller isn’t willing to sell, he’ll just change another seller to buy, and also own a bunch of sellers. Really frigging! By the way, the most painful thing is just like King Zhou’s crush on Nvwa without any result.

  Also enjoy the immortal image of Jiang Ziya. The actor Lang Tianye is really excellent and leads me to believe celestial being is just like that. There is never going to be a second actor to play Jiang Ziya better. Something in the world, if it’s gone, there is never going to be a substitute good enough to repeat it.

  It’s late now, maybe it’s time for me to shut up. I have to work tomorrow. Turn off the computer, take a bath, go to bed, have a dream… so many things for me to do. I mustn’t be conquered by my instinct, I need to conquer it, or else I’ll just be an animal.