After a thunder storm, the air in Shenzhen is very fresh. I can even see green mountains far away very clearly. The last sunglow is vanishing now and the rain is beginning. Though I’m not a poet, I always fell very well about rain and want to write something within the pitter-patter outside of my window. 

    After being a day of redcap, finally I finished my job and returned to my little room now. I can’t say I’m not tired, but my eyes and mind are very clear now. All my dizziness is vanished. The ana is right, life lies in movement. Though I’ve loaded container for the whole Sunday, my mind is clear in a amazing way. After supper, I decide to write something, or else, I just waste my clear mind, which will become really a pity.

    I’ve been studying English for 15 years, however, I find my English is much worse than my Chinese, not because my Chinese is good, just my English, bad. The only thing I can use to comfort myself is that I have courage enough to write things in English. One of my junior high school classmates is a simultaneous interpreter now, but when I visited her QQ zone, I didn’t find a single word in English. So this is the difference between people. She is so modest about her English skill, but I’m just like displaying my slight skill before experts. I like losing face and believe that one day I’ll find I have no face to lose. Everyone needs to have a dream. Just like a guy living opposite my room, he plays guitar and sings songs created by himself every night. Though I don’t like it, I never ask him to stop. I don’t want to do something to embarrass a dream-pursuer.

    Several days ago, I found a guy read some of my articles in QQ zone. I felt a little strange because no one read my articles with such a number before. So I added him as my QQ friend. I just greeted him, ”dude, your English is amazing.” Yeah, his English articles are with literary talent. He even writes English in his own style, which is really very rare among English learners. So I said to myself, “I must study hard and write articles as well as this guy. He is my English beacon next stop.” Finally, I knew his readers were all his students. I knew he was a L.D. of Nanjing University. No wonder his English was so well, I was really ashamed and thought he was just a English fan as me. I just read his articles and improve myself everyday. It’s a pity he is really busy now and has no time to chat with me. I want to improve my English to the level of his and even want to do it better than him on English. I don’t enjoy the relationship between master and prentice in China. Master is always better than prentice. I like the relationship between master and prentice in Japan. In Japan, prentice wants to do better than master and thus treats it as his aim, master wants prentice to do better than him and thus is very proud of his prentice.