It’s a really fuggy dusk. After a storm, the air is fresh even in a metropolis as Shenzhen. I can still hear thunder and feel the lightning as white as snow. I take a technology book out and try to read a few pages, but I can’t read it, because my brain is a little dizzy. Maybe because in the last stormy night, I couldn’t sleep well. Originally I want to watch a movie to relax myself, but the speakers are broken a long while ago. So the only thing I can do now is writing something. I could use Chinese, but by the force of reality, I yield and still decide to write something in English. The life I’m having now is really common, so I don’t have much to write and decide to combine reality and fiction to write something.

    Since I like to read Dream of the Red Chamber now, I’d like to say something about the most favorite character of mine---Qingwen. She is the prettiest maid in the Red Chamber. She is glib and good at needlework. Especially her independent character, though a servant girl, she can still be so brave to request to be equal with master. Even she is a low-born girl, she can still be herself regardless of other people, which is difficult of attainment.

    The summary of Qingwen is as below: The moon after rain is hard to meet, the rosy cloud is easy to disperse, with a high mind and a low body, resented by other people for prettiness and smartness, die young by slander, with only amorous childe misses her in vain. 

    Alas, from of old, beauty is always born unlucky.