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The Odyssey to Realize My Dream

827 views. 2011-11-4 17:49 |

I’ve worked in (×the) society for five years and still achieve nothing. Every day I just go to work for 8 hours and then go home for the rest of time. Day after day, year after year, nothing changes, only I’m becoming older and older.

Looking around, nearly all my classmates and colleagues are becoming numb. They’re just living and working like a boat floating in the sea. Originally I had a colleague with great ambition. He and I just went to the UT library every day. He was a software engineer and swore spending all his life on software. His biggest dream was making contribution to Linux, a free and open-sourced operating system. It was really so hard for him because of the lack of related environment in China. For two years, he had studied diligently without stop. Three months ago, he just decided to abandon it and said he was too desperate and lonely to bear it anymore. Now he just worked 8 hours and rode a bicycle everywhere to enjoy the scenery of Shenzhen. I’ve seen people abandoning their dreams for so many times.

I just went to the UT library alone again. I found a corner to read my book and made notes. When all lights in the campus were turned on, the moon relived the sun on duty, I went out of the UT library alone. Seeing the happy couples on the meadow, seeing the happy family taking a walk, I could not helping sighing and having pity on myself. After all, I’m only a human instead of a terminator. I couldn’t do everything alone and even have an operation just like the terminator did after it was broken by the enemy.

I shouldn’t abandon my dream like other people because I have no route of retreat. No matter how, I have to walk toward (×to) my dream. Always admire the aura of success, but ignore the pain behind it. All my life is just pursuing the glorious moment. I don’t want that I won’t even have a moment for me to think when I am old. I can bear the pain, little do I think the journey of pursuing dream is so long.

Walk toward to your dream, though painful and slow, at least you’re getting closer and closer step by step. When I can’t bear the huge pain sometimes, I can bellow for a little while to relieve myself, then continue my long dream-pursuing journey.

Post comment Comment (29 replies)

Reply redapple2 2011-11-4 18:39
Never stop learning and realizing your beautiful dream. Everything will come for you at the right time.
Reply 如主文 2011-11-4 18:50
redapple2: Never stop learning and realizing your beautiful dream. Everything will come for you at the right time.
The same to you. I'll insist on pursuing my dream.
Reply snowflying 2011-11-4 18:51
my friend, i can understand your feeling. because we also have our dream,especially just come out from our campus. years ago, i have this feeling too,same with yours. but with times passing year by year, our hard edge maybe become small and samll, our sticking maybe turn,even till nothing. we became common and common. to you, seem now just on your way, what a direction on earth future? from your firm determination and strong will, seem your pursuiting have no  deflected. that's great spirit, cheer for you guy!support you ,don't give up  your full strong passion,that's eternal spiritual field nourish your whole life.
Reply Haiena 2011-11-4 18:54
Our parents and our elders never even had the chance to dream about achieving anything. All the hope the had was just an ordinary job and pitiful living. At least now we have the chance to compete with others. Never give up. Your chance would come eventually.
Reply 如主文 2011-11-4 19:00
snowflying: my friend, i can understand your feeling. because we also have our dream,especially just come out from our campus. years ago, i have this feeling too,
I’m just like a donkey turning a millstone, sometimes, when I’m tired, I just heehaw to relieve my pain.
Reply 如主文 2011-11-4 19:02
Haiena: Our parents and our elders never even had the chance to dream about achieving anything. All the hope the had was just an ordinary job and pitiful livi
Perseverance is painful, but I have no other choice. I’ll never give up, at least I won’t need to regret.
Reply snowflying 2011-11-4 19:20
如主文: I’m just like a donkey turning a millstone, sometimes, when I’m tired, I just heehaw to relieve my pain.
life is hard, but no lack of beauty. sometimes some relaxed break make you nice.
Reply lyrebird06 2011-11-4 19:30
I  think Shenzheng is a fast-paced mordern city which is full of temptation. People's perturbation  is greater than ever before. Everyone is struggling,fighting for own's dream and becoming disappointed again and again.  It is rather respectful for you to never give up.
Reply 如主文 2011-11-4 19:34
snowflying: life is hard, but no lack of beauty. sometimes some relaxed break make you nice.
I cant' agree with you more. That's why I'm writing here. I find it happy to communicate with friends here.
Reply snowflying 2011-11-4 19:36
如主文: I cant' agree with you more. That's why I'm writing here. I find it happy to communicate with friends here.
my honor
Reply 如主文 2011-11-4 19:37
lyrebird06: I  think Shenzheng is a fast-paced mordern city which is full of temptation. People's perturbation  is greater than ever before. Everyone is strugglin
Never give up, I think that's the meaning of my life.
Reply loly90 2011-11-4 22:22
Come on!You are a great guy.From my viewpoint,people like you are so excellent to stay in sz,while people like me have no talents to develop there.so small i am!So if everything goes well with you,then you are a lucky people
Reply louislaolu 2011-11-5 11:38
I think most of us are good at making up our mind, but few would see their plans through. When I was granted an account from this website, I was determined to carry out the slogan to the letter, i.e. writing a blog each week. I expected to see a qualitative leap in my English some day. But things came up and there was always something more inportant to handle. So I reduced four blogs a month to merely one. As I wrote less, I couldn't find interesting topics to write about. I found my enthusiasm diminsh day by day till I couldn't find the right words to make comments on other's blogs. I ended up not visiting this website for months. I was absolutely out of practice. I worrried about what had become of me. Therefore, I once again made up my mind to come back and so I did. Gradually I recovered the sense of English and found it less hard to find appropriate words to convey my ideas. I have no idea how long I will hold on this time, but I do believe the old saying, where there is a will, there is a way.
Reply IMNONARCISSUS 2011-11-5 11:52
There's a long way to go!  Good luck with you!
Reply 如主文 2011-11-5 12:28
IMNONARCISSUS: There's a long way to go!  Good luck with you!
Really, really a long way, a lonely long way, I never expected it to be so long. Doing a thing well is so hard.
Reply IMNONARCISSUS 2011-11-5 12:29
Reply 如主文 2011-11-5 12:30
louislaolu: I think most of us are good at making up our mind, but few would see their plans through. When I was granted an account from this website, I was deter
I’m glad you’re back again. We often like to use busyness as an excuse to avoid doing a lot of things. If busyness isn’t business, we mustn’t use it as an excuse. Welcome back.
Reply 如主文 2011-11-5 12:32
loly90: Come on!You are a great guy.From my viewpoint,people like you are so excellent to stay in sz,while people like me have no talents to develop there.[em
Don’t cry. You’re so young. Youth is always the biggest capital. You have five years more than me. Five years ago, I just graduated and just fooled around all day without knowing what to do. I didn’t write a single article either.
Reply yaping 2011-11-5 17:18
Everything will be fine~ maybe at the next corner,u'll see ur dream! just stick to it!
Reply 如主文 2011-11-5 18:49
yaping: Everything will be fine~ maybe at the next corner,u'll see ur dream! just stick to it!
Yeah, I will stick to it, after all, I have no other things to do right now.
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