It was Friday, April 19, 2013. I couldn’t sleep, so I decided to get up and write something. Since the birth, I’ve been through 28 years in the world. I learnt to read and write and earned a little money. That’s it.

    I didn’t know how long I could live, but I should know what I would do in future. Having an independent brain was no doubt the first step. There was no need to copy others’ brain. A black ball was right before you, of course it was easy for you to tell it was black. When the whole world said it was red, you would doubt yourself. You should still think it was black, but shouldn’t say it aloud, or else other people around you would make you perish.

    Treasure was limited. When you followed other people’s footsteps to try to find treasure, the result was no doubt bad. Even though the end of their roads had treasure, they would take it. So you needed to have your own road to find treasure. I liked reading stories of success and finally got only that none of them was good for me.

    Sometimes when one was tired, he needed good memory of past to console himself. I liked nature, the beauty of which made me always peaceful. Li Ruihuang said crematory was the best place to educate people. No matter how great you was, when you were brought here, the result was always the same. In crematory, everybody was equal to become ashes.

   Everybody had to be born and then died, the only difference was the process of which we called life. So the only thing we could do was making decision on how to live. Life was so short, you should do things you liked to make you happy. Someone was happy because of money, someone was happy because of beauty, someone was happy because of fame etc. I was happy because of thinking. Originally I thought I was happy because of reading and writing. Later I found I was wrong.

    When I lay in bed without turning on lamp, I could make me happy too. I could think to travel all around the world to through all kinds of things.

    I wanted to write something about my student life. Later I found during which there was nothing special. Studying textbooks, reading books, watching TV, listening to music, enjoying nature, loving somebody, thinking of future etc. I guessed most of people had had that kind of life before.

    The past was a comma. Thinking of all my friends, someone became a little rich, someone became fat, someone became ugly and old, someone had children, someone had a little company, someone became beautiful, some got married, someone died, someone was in debt etc. I should cherish my current life to do things I like so that I won’t have regrets later.