Change sat in his little room silently.

    Now he was thirty years old and still achieved nothing. Looking outside by standing on balcony, he saw a lot of tall buildings under the blue sky.

He told himself, “What’s the use of looking outside? Not a small piece of land outside belongs to him. ” Thinking of that brutal fact, Change lay in bed again.

    15 years ago, Change liked reading books. There was a library in his junior high school, but it was never opened for students. Most of time, he looked at books through the window and was so eager to read them. He dreamt one day he could read any books he liked.

    Now Change looked at mobile phone in his hands and he could read any books he liked, but he didn’t feel happy about it. He always thought he had nothing and gradually lost interest in reading.

    Change felt so bored, stood up for a while, and then lay in bed for a while. Suddenly he opened his mobile phone to play motorbike racing game.

    At first, he always wanted to get high score and was really nervous to turn left and right to avoid vehicles on the road. He never got score higher than 1000. Gradually Change enjoyed the feeling of driving forward to pass all other vehicles and forgot the score. By surprise, Change found he got full score. Change thought forgetting aim probably could be good for doing things. Since he already got full score, this time Change drove slowly on the road to enjoy scenery by roadsides. Probably that kind of status was ideal for him.

    Without reason, Change threw his mobile phone away and grabbed his Oxford dictionary. He could read dictionary with deep interest when he had no other things in room. Then he had no computer, no books and only a mobile phone with blue screen, he touched his Oxford dictionary whenever he was available. Now he had computer, mobile phone with big screen, books and three dictionaries, but in all of which he had no interest.

    While watching Water Margin and Three Kingdoms, Change was deeply moved by Song Jiang and Liu Bei because both of them sighed they achieved nothing being thirty. Both Song and Liu became somebody, only Change had a dim future.

    Suddenly feeling lonely, Change wanted to find someone to have a chat. After checking QQ and telephone number, he found nobody he wished to have a chat with and hence lay in bed again.

    Thinking of how to earn money for life without any result, Change felt really depressed. “Now I’m thirty without my own career, at least I should find a girlfriend and then get married to have my own family. I can’t become great and I don’t want to even lose the opportunity of being normal.”

    Change turned to his mobile phone again and found it was already 11 o’clock and had to go to bed because he had to work to support himself.

    Change told himself, “Don’t need to think of anything. Just wash myself and go to sleep.” And then he turned off light and went to sleep heavily.