“I’m always grateful to my company, colleague and superior. I like the hard working atmosphere of the company, like the plainness of my colleague without trying to cheat and intrigue against each other. ”

  Writing resignation, I can’t help shedding tears and bending over to my desk to weep…

  Thinking about the road I passed, it is almost half a year since I stepped into the company, time is just like a flying knife. Looking into the mirror, I find I already become a professional person with muddy eyes and time-beaten face from a silly graduate as a piece of blank white paper. But I’m still grateful to the company, it’s the company offered me a platform and leaded me into professional circle.

  For half a year, I know by myself whether it is cold or warm…

  My senior is a person a few months older than me. She is always taciturn, but always shows an invisible awe. She has an extremely meticulous thought and amazing memory and is conscientious . I always admire her. She is strict on work. One time I had a place with bigger font on my quotation and she asked me to correct it. She said the things you offered to customers were not necessarily the best, but you must try your best to do it. No one in the team she leaded dared to act cursorily. Because of the working style of hers, none in the team was fired in the staff reducing of the company during economy crisis in 2009. She is strict, but open and upright. Every time we made some mistakes, she always took the lead to take responsibility instead of buck-passing to underling. Really grateful to her…

   I think our boss is rare in private enterprise. He is far-sighted and stare not only at the pie at sight as some other bosses. Once there was an order, we could only estimate the cost roughly for the product was new. Later, we found the quoted price was below the cost, but he didn’t raise the price and told me: The product is new with expensive chipset, but with large quantity, the price of chipset will become cheaper. It will take two months for the production of the order. After two months, the cost will become lesser. We’re trying to earn time as well as the order. Later, the cost becomes lesser, with the same quotation, then the profit will come. It’s a long-term cooperation. He always remember giving his hard-working employee a slice of the pie.

  He always treat his employee well. My father was in hospital, I had a very poor purse and hadn’t received salary yet. He opened his purse generously to support me.

Just as the proverb, give me a plum, I’ll give you a precious jade. Repay a gushing spring to pay the favor of a drop of water. I know the arguments. My leave now makes me a person with no emotion and sense of justice and not knowing how to repay others.

  There is also a big swarthy boy. We always listen to him narrating romantic stories between his wife and him… I still remember the scene of my interview with him, standard American English, very magnetic voice, a pair of emotional eyes… Then I thought it was good to work under him…

The chaps of R&D department, we were four new guys when we came to the company and we rented room near the company. Every day we have to traverse a lichee forest to work. I was always afraid of snakes in the forest and asked them to wait for me to traverse it together. We are called by colleague as four knight-errants, soon they will become threesome and be called three knight-errants…

There was also a cute handsome boy, always liked to pull my hair while passing by…

  At one time, I was in pang and sensitivity. Most of the time, I worried about my limited ability, not able to fill my bill and pay contribution to the company, however I never complain the company…

  Once there was a experiment. Put a frog into a basin of boiling water , after you drop it into the basin, the frog will jump out of the basin immediately and run away.

But if you put it into a basin of cold water and heat up it gradually until it become boiling. Then the frog will be boiled to death. I fear that I stay in the basin of warm water of the company and not willing to come out, then some day, I die suddenly. So I decide to leave…

  I’m going to leave, reluctant to leave, mooch, fear, trepidation …

  I don’t know what’s waiting for me at the next stop. I’m confused that I can’t sleep during night and feel uneasy even when eating and sleeping, unspeakable panic.

  I’m afraid that whether I’m competent for my next job?

  Another three years? Thirty years?

  Walking to a crossroad, which side should I walk toward to? Turn left or turn right?

  I just admire Mr Xu Zhimo. He was so free and easy and left the accompanying setting sun without even taking a piece of cloud. I just swing my sleeves, wipe my tears and wish I can get rid of the grief of parting through the swing and find my direction…