I really don't know how to start this topic. sometimes I have sth. to say and i don't want people closely related to me to know, usually I just keep it deep in my heart. but this time I want to write it down. It lets me feel better to talk to net friends like you than friends in the real everyday life, because, you know, sometimes they can't help the actual results.
The project does not go well as I thought, and the time is indeed very limited. one year and a half has passed, and I just get nothing. PhD. is not an easy thing. My boss requires me to publish a paper in the SCI with a impact factor higher than 5. It's really hard. And I just have no more than three years. I don't know people like you can feel about it. I have to work very hard to achieve this goal, and I don't know what would happen in three years. What I know is that I had to do my best.
I am a biochemistry PhD candidate. I don't know whether I am suitable for this carrer. I like science, however I think I don't have a gift in doing research, maybe I can do good, but I can do that good as I want to . And what would I do if I can not graduate smoothly after three years? Can i find a good job that satisfy everyone?
for now, I still fulll of energy. I know things may not happen badly as I think, but I need to think about all the possibilities. We all have to . life always changes, and we are always not well prepared.