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i have never seen her though we are live in the same village, she left the world when she was 31 years old ,dad told me that she had asked him to write the story of her for get help from the goverment, she said that she infatuated with the world ,for almost 15 years ,half of her lifetime,she cured her diseases at large city such as shanghai ,guangzhou ,changsha ,ans so on, at last ,she died at a large hospital at nanchang city.maybe we want to ask where did her money from?she told dad that she gained the money by cheating,taking the advantage of love emotion, many man willing to cheated by her,it is hard for us to evaluated her behavior,but i think it is her seek to live forced her to do so ,she told dad , she wanted to live,she didn't want to died at a youngage,she need money to cure her disease and she had to live near the hospital ,if she sudden onset of diease ,the only half an hour for her to live if she had not sent to the emergency center.how difficult for her to do so alone for so many years ?i immersed into deeply thinking...moved ,cried...writeing this short article to remember the never knew girl .....................